.Sunday, June 18, 2006 ' 11:59 PM Y
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So sick. Play maplestory the whole day. And always got killed by dark stone golem. Sian. Maybe when one is in a bad mood, nothing come out well. Maybe I am not a understanding bf. Maybe I don't deserve to have a gf. A good gf as my present girl. I have too many bad points. If i list it out, the rest of blog will be blocked. Maybe our works have drift us very very far. Hard to pull back. I got a bad feeling about our relationship. It is like a candle that run out of wax and the fire is almost out? I hope not. I had fear of losing her. But... Haiz... No one would understand my feeling. Haiz... At night I went to my cousin to celebrate father's day. Haiz. I am not the only couple that is in bad terms, my uncle and my aunt also in bad terms. Everyone is in a mess. Haiz. Hope to see my girl. Miss her everyday. The feeling of missing her is killing me. Second like minutes, minutes like hours, hours like days, days like year. Maybe I too demanding. But can't I be a bit demanding? Don't know. Maybe guys don't have the right to be. Haiz. Sian day.
