.Monday, May 08, 2006 ' 8:34 PM Y
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It is monday but there isn't much blues maybe i had it yesterday... Hahaha... Lame... Maybe because my pay coming so don't feel the blues coming... The power of salary... Today something bad and real bad happen. I had a quarrel with my girl girl. Sob Sob... Over very small matter which meant a lot to her which i sometimies can't understand. Wanting to hang up to sleep early is a mistake. Morning going for excerise must report to her. Why? Funny, can't understand. Or maybe it is my fault who can't give in to her? Maybe is my fault. But i think this relationship may come to an end which i don't wish to happen, but what can i do? Haiz... Saying " I am sorry, it is my fault, sorry". Now we are in a middle of cold war. Some words are just to hard to come out. It is true that in the end i was the one who threw temper and kind of started this cold war. Maybe army changed me to what i am today. Short temper, not sensitive, not caring, in simple not like usual self when i start dating my girl. I think during this cold war, i need to reflect and try ways to change to a better person, guy, a boyfriend. But now i am like a lost soul. Floating around, living for the sick of living. Haiz. Hope the cold war end soon... :(
